Today

Today

I don't feel pretty

I don't feel secure

I don't feel stable

I don't feel whole

Today

I feel dangerous

destructive

angry

volcanic

this calm feels untrue

there is something under the

surface

that is waiting to come out

waiting to erupt

waiting to ruin

and I don't know what to do about that

let it happen

let it fester

let it explode

or is there something i can do

to stop the blow

stop the explosion

i don't think so.