I want to work.

I feel so creative. 

But I have no where to let it out.

I feel like working hard.

but I have nothing to work hard at.

I want to be an entreprenuer but I don't even think I know how to spell the word.

Am I just a lazy piece of shit?

It shouldn't be this hard to make a pay check.

I just can't stand the thought of being an employee, I really can't. 

I want to work at something I can be proud of.

I want to work on a project.

I want something I can really invest in.

I don't want to stand behind a counter or file papers or fold clothes.

What do I do with all these desires and all this energy?

my muscles are sore from not using them

and my brain is slow

from lack 

of stimulation.