i told myself i'd get through this.
this being
alone
ness.
i'm not literally alone.
almost always constantly surrounded.
there is love to reach the sky and beyond.
but my heart still yearns. of course it does. it's a heart.
it still wants another heart. somebody to hold sometimes.
words get so heavy, they get caught in my throat and sometimes i just have nothing to say.
but i don't want just anybody, and thats why i'm ok with this loneliness.
i'm changing.
dramatically.
reality doesn't make much sense anymore.
and i want someone to climb into my reality with me for a little bit and not ask me to change it.
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