hot mess.

I'm feeling really weird today.
It might have to do with the fact that I slept for another 14 hours last night. I'm turning into baby bear.
I can't do anything right today. It's actually pretty amusing. I put my coffee cup in the basket at cvs and spilled coffee all over my not yet purchased items. ah well.

I'm still trying to figure out if I'm going to quit habana, or not. If I'm being honest there isn't one ounce of me that wants to stay there, minus the fact that I'm being persuaded to (that feels nice, right?). I'm just too disorganized to work 7 days a week and get all the other shit done that I need to get done. What's the point in actually having the money to pay my bills if I'm constantly forgetting to pay them?

So, yes, for the 4th time, I'm going to go into habana tomorrow with the plan of telling them I'm done. This time I hope it works.

I mean, working 7 days a week really just makes me want to get as fucked up as possible on the afternoons that I'm not working.
Last night was fun, though. Sebastian, Ben, and I decided to take a little salvia trip. Nothing too intense, we mixed it with pot. It was fun...ended with us laying in a circle on the bed and passing out at 9 pm. Needed it.

I really don't like not having time to evaluate my own thoughts. I have no fucking idea whats going on in my head right now. It's just a jumble of work, friends, tim, life, exploration, and exhaustion...but it's just a jumble. Nothing decipherable.

Time to get ready for work again.